Hi all, yes I'm back for another round while Tobias is asleep. This is actually quite fun because it gives me something to do and something for you to read. :) Lol even if it is just a whole bunch of babble.
Can I ask you a question? What do you guys think of online dating? I do it to knida kill time when Tobias is asleep, hoping to meet someone genuine. The chances of that are so incredibly slim, almost every guy I talk to instantly begins flirting and hinting about jumping into bed. Its So FRUSTRATING! I just tell them all to bugger off because thats not what I am looking for. Its such a pain. Then when you do end up meeting someone who isnt like that they are not interested in going out with someone who has a son. (Which is understandable I suppose). I get really annoyed sometimes when I think about that. I cant just go out when I want anymore, cant stay out late or go out to dinner with a man unless I bring the pram and that just makes it awkward. :/
I'm sure alot of you would probably tell me how selfish I am being and how I shouuld just be focusing on Tobias but I have needs too.
If I just focused on Tobias all the time and push my needs away into a dusty old corner and never paid them any attention I know I would get depressed. How do I know this? Well because I tried it and that is what happened. It's just the way I am. I get lonely very easily and I crave cuddles late at night. At least by going on Oasis every now and again I can keep my loneliness at bay. And it kinda helps me think, "See? Haha you don't really need a guy, they are all too sleazy." So i back off a bit and I feel better for it. :)
I dont know if this is making sense to you. I hope so. Maybe you feel like that too sometimes? Let me know :) Bye for now :) xoxo
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Day 2
Well, Tobias had a health check today and it turns out he is actually 4 and a half months old, not five.. :P I was getting a bit ahead of myself. He weighs 8.8kgs and is 68cm long/tall. His social developement is right on par where it should be and his size and weight are excellent too. He is a very healthy baby, minus a tiny bit of congestion in his nose. He should be rolling over soon, he can roll onto his side, he just hasn't figured out that he has to move his arm out of the way to roll completely over.
Last night we had an excellent night! He went to bed at about 8:45pm and didnt wake up until about 8am this morning so I had a great sleep!! :) He is now on his back on the floor just having a bit of a play before his next feed. He is due to go back to bed at about 1pm or 1:30pm. He is getting a bit testy though so I may have to go get his bottle ready now. I can't breast feed otherwise I wouldn't be giving him a bottle. It's a long story but it really sucks.. Anyways I'll probably be back in about an hour or whenever he goes to bed.
Is anybody out there actually reading this? Or am I just sending stuff out into a black void? Please comment if you do read this! It'd be great to know there is someone who can relate! :) Talk soon! xoxo
Last night we had an excellent night! He went to bed at about 8:45pm and didnt wake up until about 8am this morning so I had a great sleep!! :) He is now on his back on the floor just having a bit of a play before his next feed. He is due to go back to bed at about 1pm or 1:30pm. He is getting a bit testy though so I may have to go get his bottle ready now. I can't breast feed otherwise I wouldn't be giving him a bottle. It's a long story but it really sucks.. Anyways I'll probably be back in about an hour or whenever he goes to bed.
Is anybody out there actually reading this? Or am I just sending stuff out into a black void? Please comment if you do read this! It'd be great to know there is someone who can relate! :) Talk soon! xoxo
Saturday, January 29, 2011
My baby boy is 5 months old already!
Hi out there! My name is Tiffany and I am 19 years old and I have a 5 month old son named Tobias. I am a single parent living with my 23 year old sister. In this blog I am going to just write about everything I am going through, things that annoy me and things that I love.
Right now it is Sunday 30th of January 12:30pm. Tobias is asleep and has been for the last 2 and a half hours. I am sitting on the couch in the lounge room bored out of my brain. I was meant to work today (I work casually at McDonalds in the McCafe.) but I had to call up sick because I have a cold. That really sucks because I only do one shift a week anyway and its my one chance to have some time to myself where I dont have to worry about Tobias for a few hours.
My days usually run something like this:
6am - Tobias wakes for a feed
6:30am - Tobias goes back to sleep so I have a shower, get ready for the day and do last nights dishes. Then I'll tidy up a bit and watch some TV and check facebook until Tobias wakes up again.
9am - Tobias wakes up for the day. I feed him, bath him and play with him until he is ready for his nap at about 11am.
11am - Tobias goes to bed and I watch TV / check facebook until he wakes up again. then its feed, play, sleep. watch tv. he wakes up, feed, play, sleep. watch TV... etc etc etc etc etc...
It continues on until about 10pm when he goes down for the night. My life is so incredibly boring. I dont have my drivers license or a car so if i want to go out it usually takes up the whole day, trying to make sure Tobias gets his sleep when he needs it while we are out. I feel like all I do is clean the house, wash the dishes, do the grocery shopping and look after Toby. The same thing day after day drives me insane!! I'd love to go out more shopping and such but its so difficult with him because he hates being in the pram.
Sorry, it seems like all I am doing is complaining. I'm just trying to give you a mental picture of how bored I am all the time. I thought if I start a blog it might give me something to do while he is asleep. And hopefully connect me with people that are sort of feeling the same or get what I am going through. My other 1 post blog sort of describes how I got into this situation.
Anyways, I hope you stayed tuned, I promise things will get more interesting than this :)
See you tomorrow! xoxo (or perhaps later on this arvo) :P
Right now it is Sunday 30th of January 12:30pm. Tobias is asleep and has been for the last 2 and a half hours. I am sitting on the couch in the lounge room bored out of my brain. I was meant to work today (I work casually at McDonalds in the McCafe.) but I had to call up sick because I have a cold. That really sucks because I only do one shift a week anyway and its my one chance to have some time to myself where I dont have to worry about Tobias for a few hours.
My days usually run something like this:
6am - Tobias wakes for a feed
6:30am - Tobias goes back to sleep so I have a shower, get ready for the day and do last nights dishes. Then I'll tidy up a bit and watch some TV and check facebook until Tobias wakes up again.
9am - Tobias wakes up for the day. I feed him, bath him and play with him until he is ready for his nap at about 11am.
11am - Tobias goes to bed and I watch TV / check facebook until he wakes up again. then its feed, play, sleep. watch tv. he wakes up, feed, play, sleep. watch TV... etc etc etc etc etc...
It continues on until about 10pm when he goes down for the night. My life is so incredibly boring. I dont have my drivers license or a car so if i want to go out it usually takes up the whole day, trying to make sure Tobias gets his sleep when he needs it while we are out. I feel like all I do is clean the house, wash the dishes, do the grocery shopping and look after Toby. The same thing day after day drives me insane!! I'd love to go out more shopping and such but its so difficult with him because he hates being in the pram.
Sorry, it seems like all I am doing is complaining. I'm just trying to give you a mental picture of how bored I am all the time. I thought if I start a blog it might give me something to do while he is asleep. And hopefully connect me with people that are sort of feeling the same or get what I am going through. My other 1 post blog sort of describes how I got into this situation.
Anyways, I hope you stayed tuned, I promise things will get more interesting than this :)
See you tomorrow! xoxo (or perhaps later on this arvo) :P
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