Hi all,
Please accept my apologies for yesterdays rant.
Tobias is still sick and it has been diagnosed as a simple cold and we just have to wait it out. My sister is working 12pm-8:30pm again today so its another long lonely day stuck at home. I did invite some friends over but they never replied to my messages. I can't say I'm surprised.
It is freeeeeezing too which sucks.
But on a lighter note, today is the first day that I am wearing contacts. It's just a trial run for a few days, just to see if I would prefer them or glasses. Well I'll tell you one thing, it is sooooooo weird being able to see clearly, then looking in the mirror and not seeing a pair of glasses. And not having to keep pushing them back up. Its awesome :)
Anyway, my plans for today are to clean up and then sit around waiting to hear back from my friends. And of course look after Tobias. He was up every hour and a half last night. Just crying and snuffling. I feel for him, I really do, but at the same time I was just soooo dead tired that all I wanted to do was cry too. Especially after the crap day I had emotionally. I don't deal with stress very well. I am an emotional eater which is a terrible habit. I've put on so much weight because when I am stressed and depressed I just eat and eat and eat!! Yesterday I ate Jelly, Ice cream, weetbix, leftovers and just anything else I could find. It's not good.
Anyway I hope you are all doing ok. xx
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